Ok, so... I haven't been on here for a very long time...
The reason behind this is... well, I've been busy...

The update is, mom has been kicking me and my friend out of the house, like 3 times for the past 2 months... LOL... And its been working for a while, but now we need to get like £300 in 3 days....!!! How the hell are we supposed to do that. And she only told me that like 2 days ago!! I don't know what to do, cos if we don't get the money, she will kick us out for real.. before it was only like for a night, now it will be properly for good, and for real...

One thing is that I kind of want my friend to go away, but then, I don't again. Cos we kind of talked that if we don't get the money we will go work as escorts, and that's like prostitution, and I really don't want to do that..

I mean, WTF is wrong with my rents??? I just don't understand them... I'm actually starting to hate them. They will let their only daughter, 18 year old daughter, go on the streets, cos I don't have the money to pay the rent. But you see, dad will let his friend stay over w/out paying rent, and mom will let her friend stay over w/out paying rent. But I have to pay the rent or go somewhere else...

I am so angry, I can't even put it in words. Just wanna do something, like rob a bank or something. I just wish I would have enough money to go somewhere and just disappear from here, so that I wouldn't have to see them ever again.

Anyone have any ideas???
Have a fun week
SeiLa.. xoxo