*^just_everything^*

Im a drama Queen
I hate school
I like the rain
When Im with a guy
Im like guy obssest
You will see that in every post I will be talking about a guy or guys
Dont know dont care

The type of guy I go for ( usually ) :

Tall ( short )
Dark hair
Green eyes
Either Bad boy from the hood or the rich bad boy from the Upper Side of Something lol
Depends on my mood
Oh and I would never go out with a guy who wears trainers... Never. NOT ACCEPTABLE...

What else... Oh I cant remember it now.. Oh well... Will have to make another post then

You know you love me

Im still in love with my ex boyfriend
He was my first and real love
I know I fill have two great loves in life
He was the first one
We broke up in Jan 07
Now its Sep 07
Still not over him
I thought I was but Im not
I wanna be with him
But he hates me
hes going out with my ex best friend
Shes such a bitch
I hate her
Wanna kill her

My ex was perfect for me
But i dumped him
I cheated on him
And he never gave me a second chance
I have proven to him that I love him alot of times
But still he doesnt want to be with me
I dont blame him
I hate me too

I wanna be loved and wanna love
I belive in Prince Charming
I belive in fairy tales
I know that when my time will come
He will come
My Prince Charming
And he will love me

I wanna get married
I even know to who
And I wanna have his kids
I even know how to name them

Im not pshyco
Tho I sometimes act that way
Im just still a little kid at heart that doesnt want to grow up
I have a Peter Pan syndrome
But I want a family
But with the right guy

I met him already
We used to be together
Till he chose weed over me
Tho I still love him

Im not talking about my first ex no more
Im talking bout my second ex

He was from the hood
A bad boy
I love bad boys from the hood

Tho Im Upper East Side Girl

Im like Juliet and hes like Romeo
Im like Marrisa and hes like Ryan

Oh, the love
Why am I still single?
Oh yeah, Im shy
I hate me
And I cant be trusted

I lie alot
I cheat on my boyfrinds ( dont tell them )
Im an actress
A very good one

I can make you fall in love with me without saying a word

You know you love me

Im a girl
A cute one
Im 17 will be 18 in november
I have blonde hair with dark roots cos I cant decide what colour should I dye my hair
I have green eyes
Im tall 5,10
I have problems with self image

I have a mom
She's nice
I love her

My dad is out of the picture
I see him once a week for about 10 min
Can't stand him

Im the only child
Dont say Im lucky cos Im under alot of presure

I hate my life tho its great
I have no friends
And guys dont want to date me cos they think Im a slut which Im not

I come accross as a bitch
Im actually very shy
Im weak
I dont like to show it
I want a boyfriend
Someone to take care of me

If anyone has read a book about this then you will know what I mean when I say that Im a love addict

I used to smoke and drink
I used to partyu alot and have sex
Now I dont

I work
I hate it
But its ok

I complaint alot

And its always about me

You know you love me